aint that unhealthy?
not except for
plenty of bullcrap finance reports
and such,
none of which im particularly thrilled about.
life is running on a damned
treadmill at bloody full throttle.
its dangerous how you easily
it is to lose onself
amidst the flux of the world.
i try to read during my 2hrs
trip to and fro ntu,
to stay in touch with myself and
not be infected by the gore of
over-zealous hyper youths
in school.
its important that i protect my cynicism
even as the world threatens to
frown upon it like its wrong.
so university is so not a breeze
at all.
everything is difficult, the airconditioning
is lways inhumanely cold,
the people overuse the word "shagged"
(do they know what it means??)
and i am bombarded constantly by
projects from hell.
ZZZZ
bah i cant even write anymore.
i think im walking
down this road im bound
to regret.
10:13 PM